My Needle

I am alone,

I am alone and I am crying,

I am crying and no one cares,

No one cares because I have no one to tell,

Those I do tell reject me,

And rejection feels like the sting of a needle,

Hollow and sharp, piercing the skin,

But instead of stopping, my needle keeps going,

Further and further until the only way to free it is to dig it out,

So when I say I’m alone,

I mean I tried to tell you but you gave me a needle and pushed it in.




Harsh and sharp,

It tear deep with its with is claws,

Ripping straight through my chest,

Til it’s deep with my soul,

Prodding and poking,

It laughs at the mess it has made of me.

I hate to ask :(

Hey guys I hate to ask this, but alas desperate times 😦 My partner and I are really struggling at the moment. He’s been unable to work due to illness and I’m still deemed unable to work. If you could spare even $5, my paypal is

Peace and love all ❤️

Dark as Night

Depression has a face.
Like a virus, it invades its host.
It sucks the lifeblood hard and fast,
It destroys,
Destructive and devastating it breaks down,
All joy and content taken,
Snatched away from its owner,
Left alone to suffer in the dark,
I weep,
Loud and chocked,
My body shakes as the tears emerge,
It is muted and it causes fright,
In a darkness,
Black as night.

Something Different 

I know this isant the kind of thing I normally post, but I needed to say it. To everyone out there who’s struggling with their mental health, I just want you to know I’m here if you need. I know it sounds like a random thing to say. But tonight when I was at my worst a stranger reached out to me and I couldn’t be more thankful. 

Please know I think you’re one of the strongest people out there. Your battle is one that should be applauded, because it is one of the hardest you’ll ever fight. You are amazing in my eyes and I’m so proud of you.

Hayley ❤